flowers and wine and everything in pink

TO be honest, im not feeling the best emotion right now to blog as im kinda pissed. for various trivial and stupid matters which apparently are affecting me. so i guess it’s not kinda that trivial, trivial. anyways, im just waiting for a video to be loaded and it can be exceptionally annoying since it’s sat night. and yes u ask me, WHY AM I AT HOME ON A SAT NIGHT? (oh ok u can also ask me, y not. but that’s not the point). im at home cos i choose to. dun have the mood to go out and spend my puny amount of leftover moolah after spending quite abit ( ok alot) on the preparation to my ‘future’. and my ‘future’ is looming around the corner in abt 1 day’s time. why am i so pessimistic. im shocked too. i have been quite excited about starting the next phase of my life (oh please not marriage tks.) as im pretty much not a loom-around-the-corner-and-stone-and-watch-videos-and-whateversnot kind of person. i wanna GET BUSY.

BUT i just have this sudden fear. a sudden realization that ‘what if i can’t make it?’ and looking at all those photos my friends had taken whom probably had travel half the world, i can’t help it but feel abit upset. alright ‘abit’ is totally an understatment. I dun even know what to feel now. yea yea i noe, people have been telling me to work first , get enough cash and you can travel as much as possible. Very very true. The major hinder factor is the cash. DAMN IT. i hate being financially handicapped at this stage. OBVIOUSLY most of my friends travel using their parents money, and i reall do not wish to. So i dun blame the parents but myself.

Without proper and well-deserved breakaway and those never-ending and could- be unnecessary worries about ‘future’, you cannot blame me for feeling moody on a bloody sat night.

in tune with the mood, sry no photos.

justbesplendid:

cute!

lovequotesrus:

Photo Courtesy: akosiminminmin

fighterjet:

d-r-a-c-o:

When people dick around in his class:

When people make fun of his hair:

When that ho Trelawney takes the last of the treacle tart:

When Slytherin always loses the fucking house cup:

Those goddamn Marauders:

But at least they died before he did:

When he thinks of Lily Evans:

And then he remembers how she ditched him for that hooker James Potter and died and left him to deal with her bitch son until the day he died:

OMG THIS IS EPIC.

(Source: starrtrek, via thatfighterjet)

HAHA

(via thatfighterjet)

this is so random but this guy is cute! wonder wat’s his name and what movie is this…

(via thatfighterjet)

i love a chilling sunday

lovequotesrus:

Photo Courtesy: liviny0ungwildfree